and then there was auntys lol

so i went to see you on friday and aunty julie got to meet you for the very first time i think she loves you lol ..... also aunty crystal almost tried to run out the door with you ....... it was great spending saterday with you getting to know you alittle more all by myself   you are so cute but man did you puke alot lol you were telling all kinds of stories   soo cute lol .... it looks like i get so see you a bit more thursday and friday next week i am very excited   love you sweety

it always gets worse before it gets better

it has been almost a week since i seen my baby and its really starting to wear on me i know its only 5 more days but i had no idea it would be this hard to not be near her    im finding it hard to sleep at night and i dread asking for more time with her as a fear of losing the time i do get with her ...... you are in my thoughts Shaylin    i love you baby and will see you soon

making faces

good eaving sweety i got to spend a bit more time with you ..... it feels like a forbidden treat to get to see you ...... not allowed not allowed surprise your allowed but only for an hour ...... its really starting to wear on me but that hour a week feels like an eturnaty the time that i get to spend staring into your deep blue eyes and giggle to my self about your tiny little toes and your tiny little fingers ...... you were quite awake this time cooing and making faces smiling at your dad and grandma ...... for now all i can do is ask ond hope for more time with you ....... again till next time daddy loves you

soooo how do i burp this thing lol

today i got a ray of sunshine on a gloomy day was a bad bad storm about two hours before aunty mel and i came to see you .... u were fussy at first but after mama fed u.   you were happy sleepy but still enough to put a huge smile on my face    cant belive at just 11 days old you are trying to hold your head up and are so squirmy that you can almost roll over ........ your facial expressions omg they are so cute and the way you flail your arms id think you were part french lol you cried everytime aunty tried to hold u lol i know u were saying gimme my daddy lol   the next time i see you . you will be meeting aunty julie and hopefully soon the rest of your family .......well till next time ..... i love u and miss you

Out of my elemant

I have not spent alot of time in the baby sections of stores the first time i went shopping for you i had never felt so lost in four isles so so so sooooooo many choices very overwelming

Love at first site

this was the first time i met you and got to hold you. you had the meanest death grip on my finger

here you are